After suffering a miscarriage in October at 10wks from a surprise (but wanted) pregnancy today two cycles after our d&c we get another BFN. He tells me it’s obviously just not meant to be and doesn’t want to try any more. He’s 40 and I’m 36. His reason is we got pregnant while on bc lost it and off we can’t. It’s been 2cycles!!! Seriously!!!! He also says he can’t see me go through what I did with our miscarriage again. Who’s to say it would end that way?

I’m so heartbroken and feel I am suffering all alone.