Even though it’s been 10 months ttc and me and my husband are worried sick that something could be wrong and we just want answers... we are full-on trying again. This month, we are going to do everything in our power to make this happen. We slacked off and got really depressed for a while there, hoping it would “just happen” if we relaxed, but we are not those kind of people. We want a sense of purpose and we want a baby more than anything. So we invested in the Ava bracelet, he’s getting sperm booster pills, and we are going to bd every other day religiously. We’re going to eat right and drink water. And then we’re going to pray to God that our prayers will be answered.

This will happen one way or another, so I’m done being depressed about it. I’m done wishing I was my friends who had babies immediately after trying. I’m happy to be me, and I’m happy to have this opportunity to know extreme pain so that one day I will feel extreme joy.

Don’t forget that if you’re struggling too.