My husband and I met during a hard time in his life. He was just recently sober (meth). He told me I’m the one who saved him, he had nothing to live fore until he met me and my boys.

He continued to make positive strides in life. Was sober, had a great job and we were planning to get married. One night 3 months before the wedding he came home at 4am. He was bawling and admitted he got high. I kicked him out, gave him his ring back and said good riddance. As you can see he’s my husband so we worked through it and got married.

We moved into a nice house, he got a better job in a field he loves. We found out we were pregnant last Christmas. Things took a downward spiral. After our son was born he got a HUGE side job. That’s when he fell off the wagon of sobriety.

I have struggled with the right decision on whether to stay or go. Our son is 6 months old now and we have done nothing but fight since he was 2 months. There have been many nights I have told him to leave. Some nights were just for the night once was for a week. At this point I’ve given him an ultimatum, his family or the enablers.

My oldest son (14) has now moved to live with his Dad, this was after a long battle with myself on what was best for all my kids. He was doing so much harm (not physically) to my younger 2, that I had to make the hardest decision ever.

Now things just seem off, I know he’s still using. I find evidence of it often. But he’s very careful to not bring it home. I’m at a point that I physically cannot survive on my income alone, I have a bachelors and can’t financially support myself and my 2 youngest. What’s wrong with this world?

I’m at a loss, and I’m not ready to give up on my marriage and the only man I’ve ever loved. But what do I do now? Believe him when he says he’s chosen us, or leave....