Soo I’ve been with my boyfriend for going on 6 years now . We’ve been thru alloottt I could make this a lot longer than I should but I’m gonna keep it short as I can . We met when we were 13 and when I was 16 he made me leave home to move in with him at ONLY 16 . Also at the time I was pregnant( I miscarried at 8w) so I guess he thought it was better for us to live together but I was totally fine where I was . Stupid me was to scared to breakup with him because I was pregnant , I loved him , and he threatened to kill my family because he thought I was cheating but I WASNT . I left everything behind from school to my birth certificate. EVERYTHING i had I lost . He beat my ass the first day I moved in ( keep in mind I was literally pregnant ) .. so fast forward after I miscarried I still stayed because I felt like I couldn’t go back home .things were bad . I always had bruises and random marks on my body , black eyes and everything. Fast forward we moved to Dallas I was 17 . I caught him texting his ex and denied it soooo hard . He SWORE I was The Who put her there like come onnnn I’m not stupid 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄.. we fought ... he chocked me till I passed out and literally BUST MY HEAD OPEN . I mean I only had 4 or 5 stitches but all for a lie ? I knew I wasn’t crazy and I didn’t put her there . Why would I ? . I had to lie to his family and say I just ‘fell’ . No one knew what happen but us . And later he admitted he was lying . . I stayed . Like a dumbass . I never thought I be the girl like one in the movies .. I couldn’t believe my life . He says he’s changed but honestly not even . He doesn’t cheat anymore as far as I know but he still very toxic and abusing. Idk . I have love for him and I don’t want him to be alone and there are some good times but do I wanna spend the rest of my life miserable for someone else’s happiness? I wanna be happy . I wanna feel safe . I wanna love myself .i could go on but anyways ... should I leave ?