So Upset 😭

Courtney • Engaged!💍♥️ 11/06/19 🥺👣 Baby #2 coming December 2020💙👣

I bought these tests. Have had them for about two weeks now. But I can’t take them. Because even though, I thought this was my month, AF decided to show three days EARLY. It has never been early. And I’m just so upset. I keep them in one of my dresser drawers because even though I’m almost 20, I still don’t want anyone in my family coming across them and freaking out. So, every time I open my drawer, they’re there. And it’s so upsetting. AF has been done and over with for like 3 days now. And I guess I’ll have them for next time. But I’ve been ttc for over a year. And all I want is to be a mommy. And I’m so upset. I just want to throw these away because I feel like I’ll never get my BFP. 😭💔