Hey guys so I’m 15 and I haven’t lost my virginity yet however I’m ready. All my friends are having sex already. So I masturbate almost everyday and I do orgasm but I want to get a dildo or some type of toy but does that make me super desperate and I don’t know how to get one cause I don’t want anyone to know that I got something especially not my mom! But is it weird that I like masturbating??? Is it too desperate??