4 years TTC after miscarriage, now 7w pregnant & terrified.

Jesse

First of all I’m so glad I found this group. I’ve felt pretty alone and anxious for the past couple of weeks since I got my BFP and it’s reassuring to be in a community of people going through the same thing. Of course I was incredibly happy to see those two little lines but once the shock wore off, everything was replaced with uncertainty and doubt. I’ve had slight cramping off and on since about a week before my missed period, but every time it starts up again I find myself on google like it’s going to magically give me new answers. I noticed some spotting for the first time my entire pregnancy this morning, a very small amount and a light pink color, which as far as I can tell isn’t anything to worry about yet. But I can’t help but feel anxious and worried about the outcome of this pregnancy every time there’s a new cramp or pain. I guess what I’m looking for here is some reassurance? How many mamas are out here who are farther along in their pregnancies with a rainbow baby, or how many have successfully overcome years of infertility to have healthy babies? Is there anything I can be doing to better my chances?