It's only been 4 months but I'm starting to worry 😞 i know other couples try for many years and i should be grateful that i have my son (i am grateful for him i love him so much) i just want to watch him be a big brother! I know if there is a issue it's me his family gets pregnant like it's nothing. It took us a year with out 1st which we lost threw a miscarriage at 6 weeks then we conceived my son the next month I thought my body would know and it would be easy but I guess not😭 I know I took my test early 4 days before missed period but my boobs hurt I've felt queasy and I've been peeing non stop so I thought maybe my HCG was high but I guess it's my mind playing with me 😞😭