Hey mamas! Just here for a little venting sesh today.

So... I’m 5w5d today. Yay! I’ve been having some discomfort/tightness that I though was cramping but after thinking about it some more it doesn’t feel like cramps. It’s just tight and uncomfortable. But anyways. Other than that, normal symptoms of nausea, tenderness, exhaustion... you know... all the fun stuff. Lol.

Well, we are (very suddenly) MOVING. And when I say suddenly, I mean we looked at the house on Friday, applied on Tuesday, and signed papers/got the keys on Friday (it’s a rental house). So I’m trying to adjust to the fact that we are moving (again) to gain a little more space. It all just happened so fast. And we have to be out of our place in 2 weeks! So I have a whole house to pack, take care of my 2yo who is throwing tantrum after tantrum, and work my full time job. I’m trying to keep stress down because I firmly believe it caused my miscarriage in November, but I don’t know how I’m supposed to stay calm! Lol. Last night I had to leave dad with baby girl so I could have some peace. I took the longest shower ever and just cried because I feel like a terrible mom, and I’m sad that we are moving out of the house that we brought our girl home to, and because I just want everything to be okay. Don’t get me wrong, I’m super excited about this house. But it’s almost like it’s too good to be true. It just all fell into place. It’s damn near my dream house. I’m hoping we can buy it in the future.

Please just send me your good vibes for a calm mama, a quick move, and maybe even a sleepy toddler (so mommy and daddy can pack in peace lol). Thanks for reading my vent.