Update: over a week after the positive pregnancy test I finally called and made my appointment. Had a slight panic attack after but was able to breathe myself out of it. Fingers crossed everything is healthy at that point. Sending good thoughts your way too ❤️

So I received my first BFP last week. According to my chart I’m 5 weeks today. I’ve never been pregnant. My husband and I have been ttc for 4 months. I suffer from anxiety/panic disorder with depression. I am on medication monitored and ok’d by my OBGYN which helps so much. I’m 35 (my mom was 35 when she had me). I’m having huge anxiety over making my first appointment. I’ve had quite a few friends suffer miscarriages but no woman in my family ever has. It’s like by making the first appointment everything is real and so is the possibility of a loss. Obviously I will bite the bullet and call today but I wanted to know if anyone else has felt this way?