Boudoir Shoot Query

Ladies, I have been feeling SO mediocre and SO ugly of late. My husband no longer compliments me, I never go out so I just stay in my pyjamas all day. I feel of so little value of late.

So I was thinking of doing a boudoir shoot. But here's the kicker, I'm probably about 10kgd overweight and I have stretch marks all over my body because I went through a major growth spurt when I was 12 (I went from being the same height as all my friends to being the third tallest kid in my grade practically overnight). And I'm not particularly pretty either. I have a very long, manly looking face (I look SO much like my dad).

Do photographers care about that? Will they edit them out? How do I get over my fear of people showing them (I don't even walk around the house in skimpy clothes even though my husband and I have been together for ages)?