Long post but looking for advice

Hannah • Me & my SO are actively ttc baby #1 for over 3 years with PCOS and Hydrosalpinx 🤞🏻🙏🏻✨

A week ago today I had my HSG test done and found out that I have bilateral hydrosalpinx I was devastated because I knew we would have to do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a>. I go in Wednesday to go over my bloodwork and my boyfriends SA then probably going to discuss laparoscopy to remove both tubes 😭. My clinic put all our test on our profile online so I went and looked at his SA and everything looks normal we were told that he had 0% morphology but everything else was normal his current SA says he has 3% morphology which is amazing! I’m suspected to have PCOS which I decided to google all my results and by the looks of it I definitely have it. My AMH was 9.9ng/L which is too high and big indicator that I have PCOS.

Couple questions

Did any of y’all go through something similar? I would love to hear about y’all experiences.

How do you deal with the fact that you can do it on your own?

How do I move past the feeling of I’m broken?

I’m not sure how to feel about everything let alone the cost 😬