Is it weird I feel this way

Is it weird that I have a feeling that when I get pregnant I have a strong feeling that I will want to birth alone like honestly I feel like I wish I could go into the woods n just come back with the baby lol I feel like I’ll just want no one to talk n no one to touch me n to move as freely as I want. Honestly if that was a logical thing I would do that but I know that honestly hospitals is where I can get help as soon as I need it but if I could I feel like if I can move I’ll lock myself in the bathroom because I don’t wanna be told what to do unless it is necessary for baby