Would you rather?

1) be in a relationship that’s is convenient and fun, you’re best friends and have a good time, but you know he doesn’t really love you and doesn’t make you feel wanted, which really hurts

2) leave the said relationship and break your own heart because you’re deeply in love with him, as well as screw up your entire friend group balance and eventually end up completely alone in a foreign country because you’re depressed and alone and missing him?