Reality is hitting me

Samantha

I’ve been counting down the days to having my little girl. But after officially telling my doctor today I’m going to get my tubes tied afterwards.... I’m sad. Realizing this will be the last baby I get to Carry and I’m already 31 weeks and what a hard pregnancy it’s been. I’m sad knowing I’ll never have the thrill of another pregnancy test or the excitement of that first kick. 😞