Old fashioned?

Am I the only person that wants a nice, slow relationship? I’ve been called old fashioned because I’m 18 and I’ve never been kissed or even been touched by a guy. I have had several opportunities to but I always pull away because it’s always a spur of the moment kind of thing and I want to give everything to one special person that I’m fairly sure won’t leave me. Is that weird? I feel inexperienced and it’s kind of embarrassing, but I’ve never been in a relationship longer than a week. The guys at school seem to have a thing that if we don’t kiss in the first week then it means I’m not worth dating :/ i have anxiety and i don’t trust easily to begin with. am I weird for wanting to wait for that someone? Everyone of my friends are in super awesome relationships and Engaged and everything and I’m just here 😔 I’m worried when I do find someone they won’t want someone so inexperienced :( I’ve been third wheeling since 6th grade and it’s starting to eat at me a bit...