Im stuck in a toxic miserable relationship and i hate it. Im half way through my nursing program and made the mistake of getting pregnant by someone who has no regard for my feeling and wants and constantly threatens me with “ill treat you like dog shit!” If i dont do what he wants. I moved half way across the country, away from my family to be with him and now i have nobody around me to help. I used to love him so much but feel like he has slowly killed me from the inside out. Im just miserable but and i know i should leave but i NEED to finish with my nursing degree before i do that. Right now i dont i have nothing to offer my child but once i become a registered nurse, I’ll be able to properly provide and we can leave.

I really just needed to vent 😭😭😭