help :(

I constantly feel so alone. All my “friends” either leave me on read or on delivered for several hours. The guy I’d give my all to, but doesn’t know it, isn’t interested. I’ve tried going to other guys to patch up that little hole in my heart but they’re never interested either. Everyone else is a relationship/in love & it makes me feel so, so alone. Tonight I’m especially depressed, I feel like I need to cry really hard and my chest hurts and it feels like there’s a gaping hole there sucking my energy away. I need a hug, I need someone to tell me they love me & that I’m always the first option. I’m so hurt it’s not even funny. I don’t know what to do anymore. Why is no one ever interested? Am I not enough? Sometimes I think it’s my height (5’11), maybe if I was shorter people would look at me differently