It hurts...

I was talking to my ex step mom whom I am very close with this weekend about my dad. My biological mother is known to be a liar, so thugs she has told me about my father I always take with a grain of salt. I never know if what’s she told me is a story she’s made up. Well I told my step mom this weekend that my mom has told me that the night that I was born my father drive back home and left my mother in the hospital and never came back to the hospital. My grandma brought me and my mom home. Shortly after my moms home phone bill came in the mail and the entire time my mom was in the hospital with me my father was calling sex hotlines and jacking off to that and porn. It was a $400 phone bill. I didn’t believe this story of my moms till my step mom told me that he did the exact same thing to her when my sister was born confirming my mothers story to be true!

Why does this hurt my feelings so bad?! Like I’m really hurt that he did that the second after I was born and did the same thing to my sister!!