So as of 33 wks and 5 days, I have been diagnosed with preeclampsia. 🎉🎉😐😐 I have been in the hospital for the past two days and have been able to get my blood pressure into reasonable range. My OB has said this bought us time to do steroid injections for babys lungs to prepare her for life at 34 weeks and about 3 days. I've never felt so disappointed in myself that I feel like I should have taken better care of myself. Everyone tells me it was going to happen whether I changed my lifestyle or not. I feel like I've already failed as a mother because my body cant tolerate her being inside me. I'm trying not to stress out or cry because then my BP will raise again but I cant help but feel so emotional and like a failure.