I think I might be pregnant and my hubby and I have been trying for 4 months now, I’m waiting on taking a test tomorrow. My husband and I have been together for 7 years and I’m 20 years old. We are about to move into our first house and I’m really scared. I’m afraid that I won’t be a good mom or that I won’t be able to afford a baby as everyone says they are EXTREMELY expensive, and that I’ll loose my freedom, and won’t be able to be myself or happy. And that my life will be basically over and my marriage will

Mostly likely go to hell because of the baby and that I’m crazy and I should wait until I’m at least 30 years old and that I basically will regret not waiting and regret not being 21 to go out to parties.

I have my own Business in makeup and facials and also work as a part time nanny. he has a good paying job, but I don’t have my own car yet. I was super excited and still am, and I’m definitely hoping I’m pregnant because it’s something we have been dying for and mutually agreed it was our next step, but I am so so so scared. People seriously got me sh**ting my pants. I’m nervous, having panic attacks and feel like maybe we are making a mistake but deep down in my heart I know this is what I want.but still that doesn’t seem to stop me from panicking.

Please someone help me get my mind in the right place. idk if we are doing the right thing or if I’m just overthinking things out of fear? I’m EXTREMLY nervous.

For moms out there how was your expiernce? I need help to put my mind at ease or at least shine some light :(