so i’m like 80% sure i’m pregnant. and if i’m not then i’m not. but my last period was on dec 7. i had a “period” earlier this month but it was light and brown and didn’t look like my normal period cause i couldn’t fill and pad or tampon for those 3 or 4 days at all. around that time i was throwing up almost everyday (it lasted about a month, & i’m not one to throw up for anything) and since then i’ve been having weird cramps. like they don’t necessarily hurt like period cramps but they certainly do get my attention. i’ve been hella emotional & these past few days i’ve been peeing a lot (even at work when i was there for 12 hours busting my ass off cause it was busy and i was only able to drink about a glass of water and a bottle of smartwater. but i was in the bathroom often & same goes for all the other days) & yes i’ve taken pregnancy tests, 5 actually and they all came back negative. if i was preggers i’d be about 7 & 1/2 weeks by now. i’m asking if they come and go because i haven’t thrown up in a week and a half to two weeks now, just feeling nauseous towards some foods or they taste different. all that’s going on now is the weird cramps i get daily. and my stomach feels hard.

edit: i forgot to mention that i started checking my cervix recently (prob like two weeks now) and i was ovulating this past week (according to glow of i’m not preggers) but my shit was high and tightly closed and medium to hard firmness. now idk my usual cervix position cause i started checking it literally for the past week cause of everything else going on and i read its supposed to be high, open, and soft.