I feel for you I really do, I am currently 5 weeks + 1 with my rainbow baby, if you are ever worried or just need to chat with some one please phone your midwife! I am praying all of your midwives are as supportive as mine, the moment I phoned last week (being only 4 weeks +5) she sent me to EPU for bloods and after bloods although they doubled they were happy to book me in for an early scan! It’s so hard not to worry and again I know, I am only writing this because I went to put a post up and I wrote it but I didn’t actually post it I don’t know why scared what people would say (although all I have seen is so much support you all have for each other) I pray you all have a happy healthy pregnancy and wish you all the luck in the world! X