Ashamed To See Boyfriends Family.

Hi!

So just need a little advice. I’ve been with my man for over 8 years. I’ve always been a bigger girl but I kind of sky rocketed and gained hella weight. I’m obese and weight well over 240. I haven’t seen my own family let alone his in a long time. My weight makes me insecure. Depression, birth control and a fast food job made me gain so much. I’m working out now and have lost a lot actually. Yay me. My boyfriend wants me to go to a family party in two weeks. I’m sooooooo nervous ugh. He really wants me there but I’m scared. What should I do? Just need some help 😔