I love my girlfriend to death but I’m not sure if she feels the same way anymore or if she ever has

I love doing things with my girlfriend , I love texting all day , if I see a movie that seems interesting my first thought is I would want to see it with her . If there’s an activity that seems fun I wanna do it with her .

But it doesn’t seems she wants the same things and never has . Everything that she want and wants to do are always things that she wants to do alone or with other people or as a family me her and our daughter .

I feel as if I always have to force things on her as far as relationship things go . Like sex I gotta half way catch a attitude in order for her to do it , same goes for spending time together chilling watching tv , majority of the time she sits on the other couch or the other end of the couch to where I have to say dude can you sit by me and then she has a attitude , I enjoy cuddling and what not but if she wakes up she’ll just sit on her phone or go in the next room etc she’s more focused on social media. And other people’s lives seems more interesting to her . And I know you guys are probably thinking “maybe you should do things she likes to do and then she’ll be happy “ that doesn’t work either because when I try to do things with her that she fines interesting she will tell me I’m smothering her and that she doesn’t want to do it with me etc

I’m starting to feel like I’m not even in a relationship I feel like I have a roommate that I get to have sex with when she feels like it

I am a hopeless romantic

I love sending I love you text and goodnight text at night , making VivaVideo or whatever people use now , cuddling and talking , talking about the future etc

Things that most girls can’t even get out of they boyfriends but I don’t understand

And the sad things is is that I’m starting not to care because I’m tired of getting my feelings hurt when I get mugged at just because I want to be around her 😩

It seems like even after 6 years every year that I am the only one who is focused on us and wanting us to be together but shit that shouldn’t be a surprise if she can literally tell me she hates me and doesn’t want to be with me but I refuse to believe it because she says the opposite sometimes and that’s when I stop trying

And I understand that we have been through things but it’s not things like abuse or cheating

Just arguing about needs and wants

And I understand that we are going to argue etc so I always try and fight for us and talk and communicate but it seems like I’ve been doing it alone