I'm scared of a c section , need to calm down

Annette🦉 • 👨‍👩‍👦‍👦🤰💓

Im 33 wk n 2 days and have placenta previa, 4 days ago I had an ultrasound with my high risk Dr to check my placenta and is marginal still . Today I have a dr appointment with my Obgyn , and I'm so nervous about his opinion today , on a possible c section like he told me before from weeks ago....

I still have 3 more weeks to have a complete decision of a c section or not, by 36wks im supposed to have my placenta move up already, but 4 days ago the ultrasound lady told me that from her experience she thinks I would likely have a c section, she was so nice explaining me how the procedure could be and all and not to be scared, but it make me paranoid all of the sudden today.

I had 2 natural labors with my first 2 boys and i cant imagine this one at all and recovering from it and not push my baby girl out instead having her out like Bella Swan from Twlight lol that's how I see it I know it wont be like that even with a emergency c section... , I'm just really scared I dont want to no... ☹