So I am about to be 29 in a few months. All I've ever wanted was to be a mom, it's been over a year and 2 losses .. it's hard everyday seeing my best friend pregnant. Hearing all the things she gets to go through. Seeing all the announcements online

But when someone with a baby says "for everyone with baby fever" and shows something their kid does ie throw up or poop accidents... I get it. That's a part of being a parent and having a baby. But that's not going to make me not want one.. it's not going to make me think any differently.

Anyone trying for a baby I should would hope they know and understand that with a baby comes stuff that's not so fun like poop filled diapers that leaks and smears everywhere.

All I want to be is a mom 💜🌈