So I have been with my boyfriend 3 years. And I recently just got fed up. He works on the road so I don't see him at all during the week. Then when he comes home on weekends hes out with his friends and never comes home until the next day... We have been threw hell and back with each other, so much stuff has happened since..he treats me like pure shit, mentally and emotionally abuses me ect. We literally was homeless a whole year.... I was staying hotel to hotel then ended up at someone's house living with no eletric no food all threw the winter. and we finally got our own place and everything fell apart. I've decided to go back to my hometown which is 11 hours away.. I just don't understand if I'm fed why does this shit hurt so bad to leave him 💔😢‼️

I'm trying to do whats best for me, it's just so hard....