We are done for good ....

I can’t believe that it took me 11 months of time, feelings and emotions invested on this man to realized I was in a relationship with a narcissist.

I didn’t know what a narcissist was until I did my researches and broke up with him.

We had a nasty broke up. We were both mad, angry and crying specially me because I used to beg him not to do it in the past when he treated me about living.

This time I didn’t let him manipulated me, control or dictated my life. So I decide to treat him the same way he did and that make him to put an end to our relationship.

I’m happy because I’m not longer walking on eggshells, prove myself to him, cry every time we argue, fight or disagreed. I don’t longer go to be mad, Upset or angry. I don’t longer get ignore or get treat it like a piece of furniture. I don’t longer have to put up with the silent treatment.

Yes this man broke me emotional and mentally I’m trying to build myself again, find myself again, make new friends, do things that keep me busy that way I don’t think about him.

Im extremely happy that once he left, he never came back, haven’t try to reach out to me or hovering.

I’m angry at myself because I let him to emotional abused me and treat me like a piece of shit when he wanted it... When all I wanted from him was respect, communication and love.