Boys :((

Lately I’ve been seeing this guy and we don’t go out yet but we have a ‘thing’ we have hanged out 3 times the first time we were both drunk we ended up sleeping in a car and I gave him a bj and we kisses heaps, second time we walked along the beach and talked and then he kissed me when he left, third time was just driving around and getting lunch then a walk and he kissed me again when he left. But that was about 2 weeks ago and since that we have discussed if we really want eachother and clearly I do but he’s a year younger and I’m leaving high school next year and he will still have 1 more year. Anyways the other night we seen eachother at a party and we talked and we thought why not let’s just give us a shot so that’s what we are doing but he hasn’t officially asked me out yet. He makes me happy but every time I ask him to hang out he says he’s busy and gives valued reasons but then I snap him and he’s at home doing nothing :(( I just don’t know what to do anymore 🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️😫😫😫😫😫😫