I still don't understand why you abandoned me after more than a decade of friendship, we were family, or at least you were my family... despite all the hurt and anger I feel, I just wish I could have you both back in my life, now so much more than ever. I'm working on my issues and growing, figuratively and literally, and you two are the closest thing I had to siblings, best friends, a support system, etc. I wish I could make this better, if only there was a way.

I miss and love you,

And mourn your loss many times a day.

Alone