Did I squirt or cum

I am a virgin I have only practiced oral from both receiving ends and I have been masturbating since 17 I am 19. I have never ever felt like I finished I don’t even know what it feels like.

I just tried masturbating at the end of the tub sitting down for the 1st time, all of the sudden I think I started squirting because it was a clear fluid I could control a little if I wanted to stop it.

I don’t know what that was! Any thoughts?

It felt good but I’m not sure if I was cumining or squirting what’s the difference????