I just want to have a baby start my family but nothing is working for me i have endrometerosis and its harder that i thought to get pregnant i thought i was on my period girls but im not sure anymore i had water red and it smelled like blood and then this morning its was just brown stuff of my tampon im so confused someone help me please.😢😢 if i cant get pregnant in 2 months im gonna have to find a surrogate im only 20 years old i hate this so much like why me.