Today was my due date to give birth and sometimes I wonder where would I be rn if I was still pregnant. Yeah I do miss being pregnant and sometimes I do regret the decision I made sometimes I want to be a mother and raise my own family and no because I want an education. I want to be pregnant again if I’m being honest but I know I can’t handle the responsibility of being a mom but no one is at first. Yeah I hate when my family judge me that I did have a abortion and I hate my self something but I just wonder how this day would be different if my baby was born today.