My boyfriend and I just split up and it’s been so rough for me. It isn’t the first time he’s broken up with me but I swear it will be the last. My heart can’t be a revolving door for him anymore. This is my first serious heartbreak. I’ve been with this guy since I was 15 years old and I’m now 19 going on 20. So just about 5 years, this man molded me into the person I am today. I was sure he was the one who was going to be the father of my kids and my husband. He is my best friend. What am I going to do now without him?