So I haven’t talked to my boyfriends family in a long time since we had a fall out and they decided to run their mouth. I did nothing to them, and somehow when we got back together his mom stopped talking to my boyfriend. We visit them, we live in a different state and so his sister in law is announced that she pregnant with her second. Everyone immediately starts asking, when are we going to have our baby and when are we going to start TTC?

What they don’t know is that I’ve been trying for over a year and a half. I wanted to cry. Because I’ve been trying since before his sister in law was pregnant with the first.

I don’t know, I wanted to cry. I wanted to scream at them and tell them that I AM TRYING because it wasn’t once or twice it was consecutive during our 4 days there.

Just venting. I feel broken, every time I get my period at this point. It’s crazy because i feel like a big cry baby, because in this app I see women who have been trying 5+ years.