Anxious and hopeful

I’m 37 and was worried about trying to get pregnant at my age. I got pregnant for the first time in October, had an awful whirlwind experience that ended in a miscarriage. I just found out I’m pregnant again, this time I’m feeling better- no spotting, meanwhile spotted every day last time. I still can’t shake this anxious feeling, like it’ll slip away from me again. I’m so happy to see everyone else’s stories, it’s helping me stay positive.