Miscarriage

Mary

So after 4 years of trying i finally got my bfp i could not believe it i stayed n shock and couldn’t wait to tell my hubby well i told him on jan 19 did a little surprise and everything in front of my parents and few fam members on the 20th i started spotting and kept spotting then turned into bleeding like my actual period 😭 i also had cramps i was praying the whole time hoping my baby would still b with me 😭🥺 i googled and searched and read so many successful stories so i then decided to go to the hospital on the 22nd well they did all the testing and doctor said my chances of being pregnant was too low i was at 9hcg 😭 i kinda knew this was coming because i no longer felt the nausea or breast tenderness but he told me to go gt anothr blood test see if it would go up so i was still hoping and praying so on the 24th i took another pregnancy test and.. it was negative 😭😭😭😭😭😭 worst day ever I can’t believe after waiting for so long for my miracle baby now its gone not a day goes by that I don’t think about the why’s 😭 any tips on how i can become pregnant ima b 30 years this year i feel like im running out of time and this is just mot fair and so frustrating and idk how to deal with this situation please help 😭🙏 i can’t with this picture 😭😩 now its only a bad memory instead of what was supposed to be our best days of our lifes