Just waiting and hoping

I live in a new development with many young couples. We're all expanding our families (6 couples pregnant at one time). I was one of them and lost our baby. I'm truly struggling with seeing all of the other women. I'm very happy they are all so healthy, but I just am sad. I don't want to be an emotional burden on anyone, so I never mention it. We are trying again. It's just still hard to think of the fact that I would be 20 weeks this week. Praying for my rainbow baby!!