Lose Weight first or during?

Ashton • 👩🏻🧔🏽👼🏽 👶🏻 || Total Thyroidectomy || Benign Pituitary Tumor

I have 50 lbs to lose. I’m aiming to lose a pound a week. But it’ll be over a year maybe. 😳 we want a baby though now but I want to be at my healthiest and I want to feel good about myself before tacking on another 25-35lbs. Anyone else have this internal battle?