Craziness

Shannon
I was doing my <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">Glow app</a> everyday. I finally got pregnant after almost 2 years of trying. My excitement was short-lived when I discovered my pregnancy was ectopic. My joy turned to pain and it was made even worse when the ER doctor just assumed it was a possible miscarriage and didn't see a pregnancy on the monitor. They were satisfied b/c my numbers were only 925 and she thought they'd go down. After being sent home for the weekend and mustering through my friend's wedding, hoping the doctor was wrong and my numbers would go up, I held on to a small measure of hope. Monday morning I checked in with my regular OBGYN for my cycle to look like it was starting. I was devastated! But the doctor wanted to still check everything blood, urine, ultrasound..... when the technician came in to check me she went to get the doctor. When I heard her say, "that's not supposed to be there". I panicked. Eventually the doctor told me my pregnancy wasn't viable and the baby was in my fallopian tubes. My number went up to 2200+ just over the weekend and I had to have surgery. Now I have no baby, one tube and trying to hold on to hope. But I still have HOPE. I'm back on the <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">Glow app</a> ladies. It took a couple months to come back as it was all too much for me. Hopefully, we can encourage one another and we can all get our heart's desire.