Y’all I babysat my siblings

At the tender age of 8 years old and looking back at it, I was such a horrible babysitter. I can’t believe my mom would have allowed an 8 year old to stay home all day, for the summers (or any school break) with a 3 year old and a 4 month old. Reading of newborn care preparing for my baby, I feel anger towards my mom. I can’t believe she did that. I literally was clueless. I am just glad I’ll be able to give my kids better care.