First girls night since baby arrived and I'm FREAKING OUT inside.

Ok I wanna start this by saying my husband is a PHENOMENAL father... he even impressed my mother, who is very kind, but very difficult to impress.

This is their favorite thing to do together lol... so cute! 😍🤩

That being said, I am a bit terrified leaving our LO with daddy on his own tomorrow night. My sister got us tix to the Alvin Ailey Dance Show as my Christmas present, and back then before baby was here, I figured 6 weeks was more than enough time for me to be ready to go out without her.

BOY WAS I WRONG!😶😶

I'm actually not worried that she wont be safe or she wont eat enough (I've been pumping since Wednesday for this 1 night). I'm positive she'll be fine, BUT what if she does something new or cute or hit a new milestone and I'm not there to experience it? I'd be devastated 😔😭