The love of my life and I just recently broke up and the reason he broke up with me it’s because he’s gay and he’s not really into girls but I knew that already. I thought it was going to be different with me. But he still the love of my life and I love them to death and we’re still friends. But now I’m finding out that he’s a lying deceitful little bitch because I found out recently that he likes the new girl at school key word girl.No matter what he does that hurts me or what he says that hurts me I will always love him just the same he’s like a big brother to me well a big brother that I fell in love with you so protective over me and he’s always been so good to me. But currently he is causing major depression and me but I keep living because I want to be there for him no matter what. But living the way I am is pure torture. I don’t know what to do without him because he is my best friend and I love him to death but because we are friends and I love him so much he’s breaking my heart and my soul. So I just don’t know what to do.