Liposuction

So I have really bad depression and anxiety, mostly caused by being bullied about my weight and appearance, thus have really low self esteem. I’m 18, 5’6 and weight 101 kg. I hate my body, I have PCOS so It’s hard to lose weight unless I don’t eat carbs but that’s literally all my family eat meaning I don’t fully have a choice. I have tried diet and excise but nothing helps.

I’m overweight and I’m chubby, I feel so shit every time I look on the mirror. So my last option is liposuction or steroids, I’d much rather do liposuction then harming my body even more. Plus I hate taking tablets or needles.

My biggest problem is I can’t afford it, and I can’t talk to my parents. They already think I’m obese ( they have stated that) and will just think I’m being stupid and should exercise more. How do I get them to see my side of view without having to go into all my self esteem issues and so they won’t judge me more then they already do?