Depression

I just want to scream & cry.

I'm mad. I'm so mad that I was given a baby to be taken away from me?!

I'm depressed. I just want my baby back.

What would they be like? Who's personality would they have? Who would they even look like?

I was due in August. This was my 3rd baby.

I'm so so devastated.

I just keep crying and screaming into my pillow that I want my baby back.

I feel so empty.