NYE Party..

On NYE I went to two parties.. the first one I drank a lot and I don’t even remember how much I drank but I also mixed drinks, I was around a small group of people and I trusted the group I was with and they were watching me and we had my sisters sober fiancé in the group looking after me.

So eventually got blackout drunk and I went back to my sisters house and they sobered me up a little. So we went to the second party and I was still a little out of it and I remember a guy either grabbing or slapping my ass when I walked by him.. I was going to say something but I saw the person and my sisters fiancé was in front of me so i didn’t.. I feel like I should’ve said something honestly and I don’t know why I didn’t. I just kinda let it happen.

I told the guy I was talking to and he was really upset with the guy.. I told him I didn’t see the guy though.. which is a lie. I’m sure it was my sisters friend because I’ve seen him/hung out with him before. I just keep seeing him pop up on my social media and he’s also over 18 whereas I’m 16.. I know I shouldn’t have gotten drunk but I just kinda feel like that’s my fault he grabbed me.