I met my boyfriend in may of 2018.

He told me from the start he didn’t think could have kids because he is 28 and hasn’t had one yet. I was fine and accepted this even though I’ve always wanted kids.

In June he mentioned wanting kids and me not getting on bc. We talked about it and after he him promising me multiple times he wanted to start a family with me we decided to start ttc.

In November he told his family that if I wasn’t pregnant by the end of January 2019 he was going to the doctor to see why. He told his whole family this before saying a thing about it to me. I was fine with it but concerned because he has a needle phobia and has seizures and passes out every time he’s stuck or they draw blood.

For over a year aunt flow has came to visit from the 23rd to the 25th. But not in January. I took two test and got faint positives so I took more the next day. BFN every time. Of course I told him about it. And he did seem generally upset. Then the next day he sends me this.

Of course we’ve hashed it out and argued over him lying because I can forgive that. But I just don’t think I can deal with him leading me on for seven months. Giving me hope for seven months.

He even told me the night before that if he couldn’t get me pregnant he wanted to adopt a child and wanted a family with me no matter what it takes. But changed his mind on a dime. I just don’t know what to think.