I’m trapped in my house bc I breastfeed.

I’ve been breastfeeding for 9 months. I worked really hard to get this far. In the past few months my son has become very difficult to nurse because he is so distracted. Even when I bring him to a quiet room he pops on and off multiple times because he wants to play. The only time he focuses on nursing is in the morning. If we go out for an extended period of time and I need to nurse him it’s pretty much impossible because he is just so curious. I know that the solution would be to just give him a bottle while we are out and pump later. On the weekends I make it a goal to exclusively nurse him to keep up my supply since I pump for most of his feedings while I’m at work during the week. When my husband wants to go out I always use my son as an excuse now. I tell him I would have to nurse in the car and it’s just too cold to do that (I live in New England). I feel trapped because of this. Maybe this is a sign that my breastfeeding journey needs to come to an end...