Devastated

Portia 💛 • 7 years ttc #1, 1st FET 30/01/19 = BFN 2nd FET 24/03/19 - BFN 3rd FET 08/07/19 = BFN 4th FET 14/11/19 = BFN 5th FET 22/03/20 = BFN

So I’m 4dp5dt and I caved and tested.....stark white negative. Had a couple of very very very light twinges for few days after transfer but yesterday and today I felt nothing. I am so upset that I tested but see so many woman get their faint positive at this point. Really starting to feel like this is never going to happen for me 💔